ok so today was a shitty day.....from begging to the end......well not to the end completely.......i know i promised myself that i wasnt ever going to have a bad day....that its all phsycological.......but today i just had it....like i actually woke up early i was planning to straighten my hair because i was planning to....but my hair straightener didnt work.....i dont really know why but it didnt matter because i wasnt going to let that ruin my day.....so then i went to school i had a good day at school like i saw Alvaro again we did again our assignment of the day together....the teacher was really nice and sweet like always.....he even told us that our assignment from last week was very well done....so that made me happy =D


Ok so as far as i know the only way i can comunicate right now is through writting because ive lost my voice. Like ive been sick with a cough for like 2 months now but todays was just insane. So what can i say May is finally home, the girls dont want her to stay here and live with us, even if that means we are going to save money. But what can i do, like im not going to get into a fight just because of something like this, its not worth it. So today i spend the whole day with May, going to school, looking for departments, entering my clases etc. In other words ive been on the street the whole day never at home, and the temperature keeps on going up and down just like a rollercoaster. lmao. no no its more like my home town. Today at some point of the day i kind of felt a little home sick, but it went away quickly, i think its also going to help the fact that my friend is here because enlist i wont feel so left out, or more easier enlist she knows what im talking about. even tho i think shes not going to take one of my courses, but that doesnt matter anymore because i already have a group who i can work with, well its not really a group its me and this guy called alvaro. Lets talk about him some more his C-U-T-E but then again who isnt here??? his about my height, he is kind of blond, he has blue eyes, his from spain, his really sweet, his an engineer, what else can i say, i actually have to get to know him better before i can tell you guys what i really think, but my first impresion of him was good and it turns out we have 2 clases together. We have class on wednesday afternoons and thursdays and fridays so im going to be seeing him a lot =D......by the way yesterday i finally found richi online after like 2 weeks that i hadnt seen him online....i actually thought he had deleted me....but no its just because he doesnt have internet and i didnt haver internet either so thats why hes never online, but we were talking for a long while....wow i miss him....like a lot.....the worst part of it all is 1. hes so freaking far away and 2. everything here reminds me of him everything like there is even a bakery with his last name on it and its on the main street so everytime i go i always see the bakery and think of him....o this sucks im suppose to be happy with all the spanish boys and the only boy thats like 24/7 on my mind is him!!!! no no no i cannot fall in love thats not possible not again, i promised myself never to fall in love again.....well who cares because im still not going to see him for like another 5 months. well see what happens when i go back home....meanwhile im going to have some fun here =D..so anyways i think im going to go to bed because i feel really shitty right now....i hate being sick and most of all i hate being sick far away from home....

see you laters

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mabelline


ok ok so i felt really bad about creating this site in november and never really starting it off.The actual reason why i created this was so i can 1. take out all of my emotions and post them here so later on i can go back and read all the stupid things i have done and 2. so i can record all of my new adventures in spain. The funny part is that i havent really done neither of these two things. I think its i really havent had time, like the only free time i have i spend it washing the dishes, or cooking, cleaning my room, answering my messeges in facebook, going to parties, or skypping my parents. But anyways ive actually decided to make this my new hobbie and telling everyone everything that is happening starting from today.

Lets make this straight sometimes im going to be writting in english and other times im going to be writting in spanish depending on my mood and what i really feel like doing.

So its really funny how today is February 08 2011 and how officially in 9 days its going to be my 1 month anniversary from being here in Spain. The best part of it all is that its finally beggining to feel like home =D

Ok so i actually kind of stopped writting because i was having a little talk with my roomate kate.....i will actually tell you guys more about my roomates later on....but right now....1. i have to go and wash the dishes.....2. get ready.....3. go to the bank.....and 4. go and pick up maydely from the train station.....

and another day has finished and gone by

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February 2011
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